Saturday, December 22, 2012

P.S. - I will always love you

True love - the one elusive question that makes us all wonder. Some of us ..... who are fortunate ..... end dying in the arms of our beloved.

Let me define beloved here ......... its the one person who truly makes our heart beat.Listening to their voice makes us feel like we are a totally different person. When you talk to your beloved - every other problem in  life - be it financial... be it professional.... just sherds apart. All you can hear is his wonderful, comforting voice.... and all you can think about is how much you want to be with him. He is the one who your world revolves around. When he is with you..... you feel complete.... you feel wonderful.... you feel... like your existance in this hot, flat, crowded earth is justified. You feel like you can fight the world and return undefeated. You realise that without him.... life is meaningless.... and that he is who defines you... soul, mind & body.

The order is important. This is not some stupid, teenage crush that will just come and go. You have just realised.... that this man is your soulmate. You dont wanna live life with anyone else.... because life with the "ONE" doesnt seem scary. You can open up to him, be your neurotic self with him... and still find him snoring blissfully next to you in the morning. He wont "run away" because your passion scares him... he wont run away because your past scares him.... all he knows is that he loves you... and that he cant live without you.

Why is the world so cold? Why does the whole world have to be involved when 2 people are in love?? why cant they realise that they have no business being involved... that it isnt their lives?

Unfotunately...... he cares. He doesnt want to... but thats just the way it is. And you cannot blame him for wanting to do things right.... because he wants more than love.... he wants to build a life. Plus, he has his morals. He would never wanna hurt ppl who are close to him.... and esp you.... cuz he knows what you have been through..........and he doesnt wanna be added on to the list of people who have hurt you &  scarred you.

This is eactly the reason why good couples never get far. It is this goddammned fear that makes life a living hell. The point is that when you know that you are right.... when you know what your heart is telling you... you can never be wrong. And when your heart is never wrong... you dont have to worry about anything else. Fear is the worst enemy. It makes you underestimate yousrself... makes you doubt your own capabilities.... makes you feel dull, dark and depressed because it makes you feel completely & utterly helpless.

Be brave. Courage is one of the most important virtutes. What is even more important than courage is the ability to understand the direction in which your heart is pointing you. Listen to your heart.... for your heart is innocent...and only knows what is right. The heart is never wrong... and as long as you follow your heart.... you will always be happy... and the people around you shall always be happy because you continue spreading the joy there is in your heart.