Who are you really? The question never really hits you until its a little late. You have been leading a happy go lucky life for a very long time now..... and you have come to terms with life. You realise that life isn't always rosy.... that you cant always get what you want. And you accept this.... this is a truth of life that you have accepted.
Unfortunately.... the bliss of singledom.......... this state of perfection.... isn't forever. Sooner or later... usually sooner.... things change. And that's when you realise..... you have outgrown the joys that singledom has to offer. You start realising that although mentally you still want the same things..... emotionally.... you have grown older. And suddenly..... you don't feel 18 anymore.
"Got ma first real six strings.... bought it at a five & dime,
Played it until my fingers bled..... Was the summer of '69"
Those were indeed the best days of my life. That is what I will feel on retrospect.... when I look back into life. These are the best years of my life. Friends, love.... career..... family..... peace of mind... I have it all.
But Whose gonna be there for me when its gone? Whose gonna make me feel this way again??? Eveeryone I know.... are getting into commitments. I know that my friends will always love me. But their spouses.... well.. that's a whole diff story. A story with new shades & colours. And I so love the shades the way they are................ I cant love anything else. I cannot love anything more. I cannot accept either that this is what they call "Maya".... an Illusion. That this is a magical time which has an expiry date.
Unfortunately.... the bliss of singledom.......... this state of perfection.... isn't forever. Sooner or later... usually sooner.... things change. And that's when you realise..... you have outgrown the joys that singledom has to offer. You start realising that although mentally you still want the same things..... emotionally.... you have grown older. And suddenly..... you don't feel 18 anymore.
"Got ma first real six strings.... bought it at a five & dime,
Played it until my fingers bled..... Was the summer of '69"
Those were indeed the best days of my life. That is what I will feel on retrospect.... when I look back into life. These are the best years of my life. Friends, love.... career..... family..... peace of mind... I have it all.
But Whose gonna be there for me when its gone? Whose gonna make me feel this way again??? Eveeryone I know.... are getting into commitments. I know that my friends will always love me. But their spouses.... well.. that's a whole diff story. A story with new shades & colours. And I so love the shades the way they are................ I cant love anything else. I cannot love anything more. I cannot accept either that this is what they call "Maya".... an Illusion. That this is a magical time which has an expiry date.
